| So...I am gonna write a novel |
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I have about 10k words so far and the inspiration to write so much more!! I will be entering it in the shomi contest to get a publishing contract. (wish me luck!)
so every night for the next 40 or so nights i have to write at least 2k words...it doesn't help that i am scrapping/rewriting a decent chunk of what i already had done because i want to develop more animosity and more sexual tension between the two lead chars. *sighs*
*grins*
wish me luck again as I said.
www.shomifiction.com
heck I don't need luck, I wished on old harry the pig at my favorite barbeque shack.
i patted his head and everything.
that has to mean something
has to.
hahahahahaha
oh and katie macalistar has me hopelessly obsessed with hedgehogs.
so in the tradition of the brilliant rachel caine
"surrender the manuscript - day 1"
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| half assed and whole hearted |
[10 Nov 2007|01:53am] |
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I need to be cleaning but instead I have made the wise choice to play on the web instead. School is frustrating. Mostly because with all the death, stress, having to work, sickness and whatever other ill intentioned things fate chooses to toss my way, I just don't care like I should. Research...That's it. Other than that I really haven't cared.
Recently I have been so sick it isn't even funny.
The project Bri and I are working on is going fantastically. Tuesday is the last date. The dean and associate dean of the college of fine arts and communications will be in attendance for the last workshop in our creative writing workshop series. Nerve wracking? Nah. Well maybe a little. They have separately been to different workshops and in addition, are very nice people. The message board is looking sexah, and I am cobbling together an email form for our online sessions. All in all I am very proud of myself. Later tonight/earlier this morning I will be perusing my online scheduling system for school and picking out classes for next semester.
So yeah procrastination over. Must clean. Grandmother coming to visit in t-minus 9 hours and counting.
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| my friends are gonna kill me! |
[18 Sep 2004|07:29am] |
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I KNEW IT!!
ah yes...and i mentioned this in a friends only post...i believe it deserves to be public knowledge.
I LOVE TEH SYD!!!! syd you are all cute and shit..never doubt that. thank you so much for what you did for me yesterday. it may not have seemed like much to you...it meant alot to me!
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| poetry for my pretties |
[25 Mar 2004|06:47pm] |
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yes you are all my pretties.
staring into the void
the one you left in your wake
trying every trick in the book
dying to charm you back
wishing to look upon your face
one last time
to hold you in my arms
and claim you as mine
yeah these are not that great. they have been bouncing around in my head all day.
you weep, you cry
i long to soothe the ache
you're hurt, in pain
i cannot assuage this bane
you display your woes for me
my response...im sorry?
my words cannot heal
or make this grief less real
umm that one isnt quite done yet either but i am at a road block.
anywho hope yall liked it...or at least didnt have the urge to stab your eyes out during it. hehehe. love ya babes
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| sunday march 21st |
[25 Mar 2004|04:37pm] |
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okies so technically the aforementioned queen of the damned watching was on sunday. then jennika and i talked for a while. she discovered that her film was messed up and all the piccies she thought she had taken she really hadnt. mwahahaha the goddess didnt wanna be photographed! i forgot jenn also got me cheesy stix. *NUMS* anywho i was gonna watch the prophecy. i had seen it long ago and wanted to rewatch it. jenn side tracked me. trent likes to keep teh house frigid so i was like hey jenn you wanna just go hop into bed? she was like yeah ok sure. so we got into bed. we kept giggling. (mostly cus thats what we do when we are together...go figure) so we didnt really sleep just talked. i had a realization that i shall describe to you later. it was funny. heheheh. so then i finally fall asleep and get like an hour nap. i wake up to trent opening the door stickin his head in and making some god awful noise. (jenn was already out of bed) i finally got up and came into the living room. lou askeded me to take care of the kitties and doggies while he and trent were in oklahoma. gave me the keys and some money for doggie foods. they took us home. me first. trent HAD to play t.a.t.u. his accusations and declarations that jenn and i are together became more severe on sunday. it is really funny. i got home in the am and watched the prophecy one and a half times. then started falling asleep so i went to bed. i slept over 8 hours. until 9:30pm. i later found out that jenn and i slept like the exact same times. wierd huh? so then i think i talked to austin later. i dunno. lol anywho the weekend was FUN
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| one thing i wanted to make abundantly clear... |
[25 Mar 2004|04:09pm] |
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this journal is MINE. for me to put down MY thoughts. if you read it, it is of your own free will. any bitching is not appreciated. yes i know, we all have opinions. we are allowed to. although, ever think maybe i do not wish to hear your mildly retarded pathetic excuse for a thought? if you are unsure. THE ANSWER IS NO. there has been some bitchin. i really do not want to hear it. i do enough of it on my own. so i am reminding you that:
I am rick james, BITCH
you know what? bump rick james. i am a goddess. as of late i have lain down my smiting stick. do not make me get it back out. you will not like the repercussions.
i am done for now.
back to your regularly scheduled programming in
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| dorks |
[25 Mar 2004|03:51pm] |
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ok for those of you who are unsure. I AM A COMPLETE AND TOTAL DORK. now that we got that out of the way, i must address the issue of one of my favorite dorks, teh l0lly. she is attention starved or sumfin. she is a total dork. i lurve talking to her and about her. she is wonderful. another few dorks that make me happeh happeh happeh are jennika and rachel. (we will not even approach the subject matter that is trent and lou...love them too) rachel makes me happy with her enjoyment of life. she has one of the most beautiful bodies i have ever seen. which says alot considering i generally go for the bigger breasted womens. rachel is so intelligent and awe inspiring. her movement is graceful. every step an enjoyable poem of motion. *sigh* thats just rachel. gabe is on teh fast track to becoming one of my special dorks. jennika is my other half. i doubt that she and i would ever have a sexual relationship. sorry guys to disappoint. she is beautiful and more wonderful than words can express but i just do not see her in that way. we are not meant to be lovers. which is prolly for teh best. being near her makes me happy. that alone makes me happy. there are others who should know who they are that are lovable dorks.
so yeah i began this post because i was bitched at by a certain dork. then i wanted to lurve on some of my fave peoples. if you were not mentioned in this post...im sorry. i do not mean to offend. all of my FRIENDS are special to me. these are just friends i talk to on a regular basis and they are extra special to me. again i mean no offense.
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| saturday. march 20th |
[25 Mar 2004|01:27pm] |
yeah so i am still trying to catch up with all the stuffs that has been goings on.
saturday...wakeup at like 8:30. i sound like i have been smoking for 40 years. i am wearing the same clothes i was wearing last night....at aerosmith. well the clothes minus teh bra. i cannot sleep in those damn things. i remember where i am and look around and remember last night. r0x0r. steven tyler is a wonderful wonderful person. I WILL MEET HIM SOMEDAY! *makes it one of her goals in life* i haven't slept much. i do not mind. today i am going to trent and lou's. jennika is coming too. YaY. mom is supposed to go. she doesnt seem to optimistic.
ok so i ended up nearly killing lou and jenn with their "whatever everyone else wants" attitudes. i am trying to arrange a get together and they are like yeah umm ok whatever. *makes stabbing motions in the air* *screams* ok yeah so finally we got stuff arranged. i got dropped off at lou's he needed to clean (or so he said). so i just kinda kept him company and helped with the dishes. then we went to get jennika and get some groceries. on the way there jennika and lou were on the fone and she said tell keely to think like an olive tree. next thing i know omifuk there was like a cedar tree or some other evergreen in the road. i was like sheesh i guess i need to think tree thoughts all of time or they will unite and attack. who knew trees did not like being mocked. nor do they enjoy having their bretheren mocked. anywho so lou swerves and avoids the TREE OF DOOM. we pick up jennika and go to teh walmart neighboorhood market near lou's hizzouse. shopping with them wasnt much better. i cannot eat beef but trent wanted steaks. jenn doesnt like beef all that much either. so we ended up getting stuff and making a buffet of finger foods. jenn bought me a red bull. she got her some down home punch. later i had some and remembered why/that i didnt care for jack daniels too much. sad part is i drank it anyway. even sadder part, did not really even get a buzz. we had shrimpies, shicken, french fries, hot wings (i myself did not partake of hawt wangs...lol they ish nasteh) we watched creep show. then jennika had to see Labyrinth. GRATUITOUS CROTCH SHOTS! lol. then we watched the godsmack dvd. then i think we tried to watch Lion King. trent was feelin the music in that movie. we kept getting bitched at for talking and giggling. trent swears jenn and i are together. hehe funny. like he will not believe us when we say we aren't. Lou ended up forgetting to take his insulin, he felt icky we ended up staying the night. trent and lou went to bed and told us where ours was whenever we decided to sleep. he called it our love nest *rolls eyes* so i had jenn watch queen of the damned. *slobbers on self at thought* finally she and i decided to go to bed. not like we slept or anything, i had fun though. hehehe *wink* more to come later.
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| this is what happened to me friday |
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date: friday march 19, 2004
today is the day....
aerosmith. alltel arena *creams self*
i have tickets...good tickets. they are not floor but they are good. *creams self again*
i am finally going to see steven tyler and joe perry. i dunno if i can handle it. i have loved aerosmith since i was a weetle kid. i cannot wait for their newest cd. the concert will be amazing.
well the concert was amazing. i was later getting there than i planned because of the adorable l0lly. she played piano for me and talked to me. *sighs* her voice is so beautiful and melodic. the piano was amazing. she played "hello". i nearly cried. i hadnt been able to listen to ev in a while. i was so disgusted with amy. she had ruined it for me. but with just the piano...i was so happy and felt the way i used to feel. *sighs* thanks l0lly for giving me that.
words cannot describe the concert. it was amazing. i will post a journal entry specifically about that soon. shuddup idk when.
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| thursday's post that i shoulda posted earlier...whatever...bite me |
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date:march 18, 2004
lou came and got me today. we wandered around while he was running errands. things became problematic and he couldnt accomplish what he needed to. *frown* we had fun in the process. we went to hastings to look for a newspaper from out of town. they did not have it. bastards. in the parking lot i gave him the 50L piece with the nude man. he kept staring at it...lol. even as he was driving down main street in jville. i was like..umm there is a road there ya know. lol funneh we could have gotten killed cus he fell in love with a coin. he came thisclose to deciding to kill the mailman. he went around and found out what his deposit would be at different cell places. he told the chick at at&t that he had to talk to his spouse...she said ok talk it over with your wife. we both smirked. he had to work. so he dropped me off. i chatted or something. cannot exactly remember what. except that i should have been doing laundry. lol. then we decided to go to casa mexicana (mom and i). i called lou to see if he wanted to join us. plus we wanted to meet trent. he and trent had just gotten home from chili's but they came up there and had drinks with us. trent was adorable. he invited us back and we listened to some cds. we also watched duplex. that movie is funny as hell with a suprise ending. we talked somemore and then i was supposed to go do laundry but when i got to the laundry mat the change machine was messed up. so i went home and went to bed...i think i went to bed. lol cant remember. anywho had tons of fun. saw piccies of lou in drag. only downside to the day was that lou told me he is going to be moving to OK soon. *cries* i do not want him to go. it is prolly better for him. doesn't mean i have to like it.
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| the tick tock of the clock is painful...all sane and logical |
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i'd like to tear it off the wall.
i love eve 6.
ok first off these distractions must stop! *wink wink*
between cordi dancing naked, l0lly dancing naked, teh gabe's dirty LJ, l0lly's enchanting voice and kissies, i am not accomplishing anything. including posting on my LJ.
i only kid. if anyof those things i just mentioned stopped...i would cry.
jennika is not helping either with our long ass convo's. *muah i lurve u jenjen*
YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY b0lly just came on teh radio...today is the greatest...day i've ever known. i :heart: bolly
umm yeah today is a great day. i feel energized thanks to some nummy dr.pepper. i know i know bad for the kidneys..right l0lly? oh well i have two of em. more subject specific posts coming soon. gonna let you know what i have been into these past few days.
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| yesterday was good especially the night |
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i woke up and my phone was working. yes God thank you. i tried to call everyone i could think of. i didnt get ahold of brittany. i swear that girl probably thinks i hate her. i need to call her. i have not been able to work out though i desparately want to. i talked to jekka and she seems like she is close to what she used to be. the convo made me happy. then that night i got to talk to JENNIKA!!!!!!!! she and i talked forever...like we always do when we get on the phone. about all kinds of stuff. i love her. i really do. she is utterly amazing. oh yeah not only am i a goddess now but appearantly i am part vampire. i just claim to be a goddess of teh night perhaps. because i said she was a wimp for wanting to get off the phone at like 4:30. she said my vampire sense should be telling me that the sun will be rising soon and i must sleep. now that she mentions it the sun does hurt my eyes. whenever i am exposed to a sunny day i get a headache. i need some good shades. an eye doctor told me once that it might be because i have unusually large pupils. geeee thanx doc. another doctor told me that my eyes protrude more than most. i freaked out and was paranoid about my "bug eyes" for days. the storm last night was marvelous. i also began some sketches last night of some of my favorite pictures. i used an ebony layout pencil and they looked so completely awesome. i mean they were obviously rough sketches but they were the best i have ever done. that made me happy. i talked to jenn last night about my desire to go to that b0lly concert in chicago on april 19th. i really really REALLY want to go. then as soon as we got off the fone (it was the last thing we discussed) i turned up the radio and heard the opening notes of a pumpkin's song. it was like a sign from...b0lly. oh yeah everyone needs to check out this years memphis in may listings. they will rock your socks, shoes, feet, and toes.
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| tuesday was wonderful...nay fantabulous |
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i am sorry if some people are feeling not loved because i have not been on the internet much. i believe i have an addiction. if get on the net...i end up staying on it...all day. my mom ended up taking off so we went out for lunch. we went to this little diner type place in jville. well ok the waitress truly helped evoke that diner feel. she was like the archetypal Flo waitress. she was totally hilarious. i discussed the movie with my mom. she is truly a source of inspiration when i am having a problem with the script. we then went to a used bookstore. they are one of my favorite places on the planet. i found this book called The Agony and the Ecstacy it was written by irving stone. the color orange is what originally drew my attention. the book turned out to be about michelangelo buonarroti. a biographical novel. it was fifty cents so i believed i could not lose. i have begun to read it and i am wonderfully suprised. it is even better than i imagined. then i made a trip to a local coin store. for some reason foreign money gives me creative inspiration. it is all so beautiful and interesting. they had this container of coins for 10 cent a piece. i dug around and found a little over two dollars worth. one was a damaged coin from nazi germany. someone drilled a small hole in the top. i was extremely excited by that find. also i got a 50L piece that was from italy. it had the rear view of a nude man on the back. he looked like the classic greek sculptures with the wonderful greek proportions. i instantly thought of lou and how he must have that coin. my mom and i then went to hastings and got the new godsmack ep. for less than 10 dollars i was ecstatic. is that a bad thing? i had music, a book, and coins. it also turned out to be such a gorgeous day that i wanted to bask in the glow of the sun's warmth and relax in the breeze. later that night i modgepodged an old little photo album. i used like all kinds of music stuff. there is a whole little special section dedicated to b0lly. i put a bunch of my favorite concert piccies that i took in it. special note: if you do not know what modge podge is...go to a craft store and check it out. it so freakin rocks. oh yeah i also forgot that i rented some movies from hastings. i rented four and watched two tuesday night during my insomniac modgepodge session. from hell was absolutely amazing. the cinematography was totally wonderful. some of the techniques used in it i want to incorporate into my movie. also watching from hell made me aware that dev has like johnny depp eyes. totally creepah. dev what are you doing with johnny's eyes? i also rewatched the birdcage and i plan to rent the original french movie that inspired it called la cage aux folles. yes i did mention that i have recently rejoined the insomniac camp. although i get less sleep, i feel less weary for it. it must be good sleep im getting. hehe. nah i haven't gotten laid although that would not be such a bad idea.
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| independantly happy |
[15 Mar 2004|01:50pm] |
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that is the title to a blue october song. i believe i am FINALLY starting to understand. first off, i would like to apologize to those i might have hurt or added to their discomfort. particularly syd, i am sorry if i contributed in anyway to this apathy you are feeling. i would like to toss aside this other crap and not hold onto it anymore. i am being honest and completely truthful. maybe i do create drama, but it is not honestly a conscious thing. i do not purposely do it. i hope you will accept this syd.
in other news. i have been working like a madman on this script. it is beginning to consume me. if i do not finish soon i fear i will go insane!!! lol. it is there morning, noon, and night. constantly in my thoughts. i have NEVER been so caught up in something and had it nag at me like this. maybe i am finally on my right path. i can see most of the movie in my head. now i have to translate the movie there to paper then to camera or whatever. i am gonna go crazy. i promise you. wait i already was. what happens to crazy people...do they just get crazier? scary thought i tell you...scary thought.
also i am so glad that lilly is ok. it was wonderful to talk to you sweetie. i want to talk to lou and jenn about my movie.
i love the weather today. most people hate the rain. i went outside and stood after a shower had finished. breath after breath i enjoyed the moist air. i felt cleansed and renewed. i really needed that. more posting coming later
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i have a tendancy to overanalyze things. i have been thinking about HIM. (not the band) for those of you who know who he is, i am sure you are thinking so, what is new? the thing is...he is a christian (by christian i mean goes to church all that jazz)...i know i know *gasp* A CHRISTIAN?? i am not. i spent much of the past 7-10 years trying to find my way to god. then i looked around and realized God was there all along. God was there and kept me with my mom. God saved my mom. God saved me. God gave me music. i am crying as i write this because i really really do love God but i do not believe that organized religion is the way for me. i have attended many different churches that were of many different denominations. i was never happy. it was all so much about what people do wrong and it seemed like you have to do this or God will not be pleased. almost like God would love you less. which i know is not true. i really do. that is just how it seems. and the people there were sooo mean for the most part. with my empathy it made going to church torturesome. people made it so. i love going into empty churches or into nature and being alone with God. when i was younger i was persecuted for my beliefs because i have always been open about them. christians as they called themselves told me i was going to hell. that hurt me soooo much. that they believed that the God we share would damn me to a hell for not believing in organized religion. i feel the closest to God on those nights when i talk to God in the comfort of my own bed. its nearly every night. i talk to God as my number one confidant. i know God sees and knows all...but still. not long ago i begged for someone to share my time with...and i thought that HE was the answer. im afraid that he will turn me away because i am not christian. austin says he wouldn't. im so scared. i would never change my beliefs for him..or anyone. it just hurts because if he does i would be devastated. somehow in all of this i feel like i am not good enough for him. that he deserves better. i am probably just scared and looking for an excuse to run.
note: i do not want responses about yeah sure hun he will like you regardless. i will see what will happen. if you do not know who he is...please seriously consider what you say before responding. also DO NOT RESPOND AND GRIPE AT ME ABOUT MY RELIGIOUS BELIEFS AND OR HOW WRONG THEY ARE. i will delete them. and then be forced to reconsider our friendship. i get enough of that treatment from other people i do not need my friends to speak to me that way as well.
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| most interesting im convo i have had in a while..just thought i would share |
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there was a little more before this but this is the bulk of it...
Yim buddy(11:22:43 AM): brb
me(11:22:58 AM): k
Yim buddy(11:27:14 AM): back
me(11:27:29 AM): wb
Yim buddy(11:27:58 AM): thx
me(11:29:03 AM): np
Yim buddy(11:37:04 AM): brb
me(11:37:13 AM): lol k
Yim buddy(11:42:48 AM): i g2g
me(11:43:10 AM): k bye
Yim buddy(11:43:17 AM): ttyl
Yim buddy(11:43:17 AM): bye
then he logged out
he and i sure do have chemistry. you can see why we talk so much. anywho that cracked me up..well made me smile.
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| eve 6-at least we're dreaming |
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When do we get to the part where I can go home,
Been hiding inside the jungle gym for way too long
Waiting for someone to come along and find me.
Live in an apartment that bums me out
It don’t get better when the lights go out
Waiting for someone to come along and find me.
Swimming through the aisles at the grocery store
I don't even know what I'm lookin for
Waiting for someone to come along and find me.
At least I'm breathing
At least I'm alive
As long as im dreaming
Everything's gonna be all right.
Down to the corner to call collect
Your mother wants to know are you happy yet
Waiting for someone to come along and find you.
Going out at night looking for distraction
Sleeping through the day there's no redemption
Waiting for someone to come along and find you.
At least you're breathing
At least you're alive
As long as you're dreaming
Everything's gonna be all right.
I'm all right, I tell myself twice
In the mirror before I cant go to sleep at night
I need a lullaby I need some time
I need to get a dime bag from my guy [x2]
At least we're breathing
At least we're alive
As long as we're dreaming
Everything's gonna be all right
I'm all right, I tell myself twice
In the mirror before I cant go to sleep at night
I need a lullaby I need some time
I need to get a dime bag from my guy [x2]
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| last night brit and i went to see hap~hazard |
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juanita's saw a decent sized crowd. the line up was reverend applebey, temper effect, and hap~hazard. besides brit i did not know anyone there. she had to work merch. i got alot accomplished on the script. being alone kinda sucked. but i need to learn the beauty of it too. brit was awesome and came and checked on me periodically. we got there at like 8:30. i watched the door until way long after i should have given up hoping that HE would come through the door. there was a lady walking around selling roses. im sure she overcharged, but it was a stark reminder of how lonely i am. i know a woman does not need a man to be happy. nor does a person need romantic involvement to be complete. im tired of being without this. i know they can bring you great happiness and pain. I KNOW. even though i still ache over nick..i would never want to erase what happened between us. he was the first that showed me i might actually be pretty. before that i had thought there was no way whatsoever. this evil flower lady also reminded me that i have never been given flowers by someone i was involved with romantically or someone who wished to be involved romantically. not even a dandelion plucked from beside the road. i used to die a little every time one of the pretty girls got flowers when our school sponsored a sale to raise money (which was like 3 times a year)i mean yeah i was popular..but i was the "friend" never the "girlfriend" i am not saying this to get someone to go out to buy me pity flowers. i do not want them. i want someone to care enough to actually just get them. or anything. to get one of those little i was thinking of you gifts. i guess i need a relationship first. nick gave me one of those (an i was thinking of you gift) that was nice. but still i want flowers. its stupid and pointless but i want flowers.
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| today was fun i enjoyed myself very much so. here is hoping tonight can be just as fun. |
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rachel came and got me around noon thirty. we had decided to go to carino's and propose to the darling andy over cannolis. her car is awesome. very hearselike. still cool. she has junk in her car like i will have too. when i get a car. i want a car to throw all my junk in! *stomps feet like bratty child* anyways. on the way to carino's we stopped by a gas station and bought an orange soda, gum, and a banana. im not sure why. it is rachel. finally someone who is on par with my level of craziness. i have truly missed her and did not know how much until i got her back. she and i talked about our lives that the other had missed out on. she was wearing a fab outfit that she got from her work (she works at half of half) we finally arriveded at carino's after some different turns than one would normally take. many say wrong...but i say, how can they be wrong if we still ended up at the right place? we found out andy was working the bar and of course decided to harass him there. he was wonderful and fun. we should hang out with him outside of at his job. he and rachel had chemistry. we also found out he has been stalking rachel. after much thought, we eventually decided the only course of action was to stalk him back. thus we are considering making teeshirts. he gave me a free red bull. i could marry him for that alone. again...dev...thanks for that addiction I REALLY needed that..not. i had angel hair pasta with tomato sauce and cheese. not to mention the freshly cracked pepper and freshly grated parmesan. andy made a mess when he grated my parm..bad andy bad. i used the little pepper things to make my own freshly cracked pepper. when i asked if rachel would like some pepper, she nodded due to the amount of food in her mouth. (she had bruschetta) then i asked if she would like for me to crack it or did she want to do it herself. for some reason that tickled a funny bone. we decided against the proposal. we were also informed that cannolis at carino's are tooo sweet. they are appearantly not too tasteh. so we refrained from them. rachel's panties matched her blouse. that was insanely cool. (btw that last thing was a completely random and useless thought..well useless to YOU) she wore makeup and it was nice. very faint but still beautiful. she has lovely eyelashes. she said i was beautiful. i do not believe her but it is so nice to hear. she makes me feel beautiful. something very few friends can do. you should know who you are. we stole a tulip from the garden at carino's it came out bulb and all. it smelled delightful..very citrusy (do i care that citrusy is not really a word? no.) we wandered around the mall for a bit and then decided it was time to go order my moms takeout from carino's we went back and sat at the bar to harass andy some more. rachel offered him her hot banana. i think he wanted it. he freaked when he saw the tulip from carinos garden so rachel took it to the car. which now has an olive tree living in it...i think. lol in order to get oxygen you have to convince the tree that you too are an olive tree. rachel and her olive fetish. rachel loaned him a book. which i will be reading soon. when he is finished. on our way home we thought olive thoughts in order to fool the previously mentioned tree. andy is going to audition for the main character of the script i am working on when i get enough done. so is jon's friend brett. the only problem is that i am under a stricter time constraint with brett. although he is a trained actor. i wonder if he can convey the intensity that is needed. so far i believe the first 5 min at least of the movie have no dialogue. i need a strong actor to be able to handle that. there are alot of things that still must be conveyed...without words. i am worried about finding an actor who can do this that will be willing to work for free. i cannot wait for lou to get back. i miss my jenn. she and i need to do something here soon. lol. i am going to hap~hazard tonight. lilly i am worried about you love. please talk to one of us. please.
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